Man who used heroin daily transforms life after years in Italian rehab and now runs a candle business

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A Prestwick businessman is sharing his story of recovery and how it has shaped his business.

Ross McKenzie, 32, founded Nera Luxury Candles after three and a half “transformative” years in an addiction recovery community in Italy.

Hand-poured, each scent has been crafted by Ross in a way to complement the different aspects of recovery from addiction including acceptance, reflection, gratitude, courage, resilience and connection.

After turning to alcohol and other substances in an attempt to cope with anxiety, Ross found himself in a “very dark place” in his early 20s.

Speaking to Ayrshire Live, Ross said: “I fell into the cycle of numbing and escaping my negative feelings and emotions, never learning to deal with my issues.

“I had started using heroin on a daily basis in an attempt to quieten my self-destructive thoughts and get away from my sense of hopelessness.

“For years I struggled in the firm grip of addiction. My life had been reduced to solitude, methadone scripts, overdoses and trouble with the law.

“I went to rehab twice here in Scotland, but both times I failed to stay drug free afterwards. I found myself at a crossroads, desperate for change.

“I knew I didn't want to die, but I didn't know how to live. This pivotal moment is what lead me to learning about the therapeutic haven of San Patrignano in Italy.”

San Patrignano is a community supporting people with drug addiction based in the Emilia-Romagna region in Northern Italy.

Their rehabilitation programme aims to help people “once again find their way” in a “programme based on love”.

Ross said: “I quickly realised it was unlike any of the rehabs I had encountered in Scotland. The three-to four-year program centred around work, came at no cost and required individuals to be substance-free and off any substitute medications before they could even be accepted as residents.

“To those unfamiliar with the world of addiction, this may seem unusual. Why consider enrolling in a long-term rehabilitation program if you've already stopped using drugs?

“The answer lies in understanding that addiction goes far beyond merely quitting. Getting clean is only the first step. The real challenge begins afterward - rebuilding your life, finding purpose and healing from the trauma and damage that addiction masked, not just physically but also mentally, emotionally, and socially.

“This part of the long, gruelling struggle is the part that had knocked me down and sent me back to square one so many times before. This time though, with a goal in sight, I was more determined than ever.

“I eventually got myself into a stable enough condition to be accepted into the community, and on a cold, crisp December morning in 2018, a few days before my 27th birthday, I boarded a plane to Italy to start my journey at San Patrignano as a new resident.

“I was immediately immersed into a strict, structured and demanding routine of hard work, discipline and personal development. The holistic approach to rehabilitation, vocational training and community support provided the foundation for my recovery.

“My time at San Patrignano not only helped me build resilience and get along with others, but taught me the importance of engaging in meaningful work and taking pride in what you do.

“My experience there wasn’t just about overcoming personal struggles; it was a masterclass in dedication and precision.

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“Surrounded by artisans who poured their hearts into every creation, I absorbed the importance of attention to detail, the pursuit of excellence, and the immeasurable value of creating something extraordinary.”

After returning to Scotland, Ross took what he had learned and started his own business.

He chose the name Nera - Italian for black - as a connection back to Italy and to his own personal journey.

Ross added: “It also represents the sophisticated, classy, black and white style that I have chosen for my brand. Each candle reflects not only the craftsmanship, quality and dedication cultivated at San Patrignano but also the resilience and motivation that defines my personal odyssey.

“The scents and warmth of these candles embody the spirit of renewal and hope that I found during my time abroad.

“Nera Luxury Candles is a testament to the transformative power of overcoming adversity. Each candle is handcrafted with intention and a reminder that even in the darkest moments, there is always a path to light.”

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